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Thank you my angels.

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Even tho I rarely frequent xanga anymore, I still get updates from the very few people who still post blogs here.  It wasn't until this morning tho that I realized how valuble some of the postings are to someone like me. People like Baliad and Little_Sister, people I NEVER speak to and even rarely see now that I'm living here in california, have managed to spark something inside this soul that hasn't been awoken in quite some time.

 

I'll be frank people, I'm not myself. This whole moving out to california experience isn't all that I would have hoped it to be. I'm learning so much about the world, and the people around me. I'm learning nasty lessons, of how people are decieving, and how hurtful actions can truely affect a person, namely myself. I had different expectations from my move out here. I was hoping to find myself, but it turns out I lost myself in the process. I lost touch with God. I lost focus. I failed to see the bigger picture, that family is number one, and God is ALWAY working. God is really doing a job on me right now, and I finally recongnized it. It took so long for me to see. I had to let go of so many things. This is the time in my life...where surrender is necessary. It's not easy, and i'm still having a hard time with it, but I know it's essential, in order for me to survive, in order for my soul to survive. So I'm asking thoes of you, who have done me the favor of sharing His grace with the xanga world, to please pray for me. I'm humbly asking for your prayers. Hopefully with your prayers, and perserverance, I can find my way home, back to Him. Thanks.


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